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Chemo, Cannabis, and Fasting: Fighting Cancer on My Terms

The Sunshine Girl: An LSD Afternoon at a Bar That Bent Into Forever

Labor Day in America: The Death of the Middle Class

The Healing Power of Autophagy: How the Body Renews Itself Through Ketosis and Fasting

The Healing Power of Ketosis: How a Low-Carb Lifestyle Transformed My Health

I Did DMT and Talked to my Cancer

Ashes, Wind, and the Monkey God

I Am Beating This. Also My Oncologist Can Piss Off.

The Final Lines

Every Angel I’ve Loved Was Bleeding. Kali in the Motel Room

Cancer Isn’t Fair. Fight Dirty.

Life Gave You Lemons? Make That Shit Lemonade!

Reentry Wounds

The Workers Are the Revolution That Will Never Come

The Second Ladybug

Chemo Day 5: How I Took Control of My Cancer Terrain and Came Back to Life

Have Passport, Can Travel. Also, Fuck This Place It Reeks of Pedophiles

The Cancer, The Cure, and The Con

Smoke, Honey, and the Goddess in the Café. The gods are still High.

Gratitude Is a Fist, Unclenched

Thank you. Everyone.

Chemo Day 2: Well That Happened.

Chemo Day 0: My Kill Switch Protocol in Action

Vinyl, Knives, and Eye Contact: A Love Story that isn't.

Chemo at Dawn: Fighting Cancer When the System Fails You

Schedule I Is a Lie, and It's Killing Us

Smoke and Saints. Sofia After Dark

How I’m Fighting Stage 4 Cancer Without Playing by the Rules

The Morning Shit That Lied to Me (poop talk)

When the Clown Car Flips. The Looming Danger of a Cornered Donald Trump

Stay lit.

The Sunrise Goddess, Every God I Met Was High

Cannabliss

gods don’t sleep here anymore

Building the Future of Cancer Care and Why I'm Launching Vital Roots

we fucked like gods

Patient-Led "Press-Pulse" Metabolic Cancer Protocol

Rise.

Facing the Death Sentence with No Silver Lining

Good Things Happen When You Smile, or When You're Naked (The Gods Are Still High)

Why Your Substack Posts Aren't Showing Up in Google (and How to Fix It)

Naked, Tripping, and Hunting Stars in the Oregon Woods

Trestles and Ghosts

Every God I’ve Met Was High: The God of L’s and Broken Beats

Every God I've Met Was High: The God Who Loved Too Loud

Mirrors and Rituals

Midnight Thoughts from the Cancer Research Center

Every God I've Met Was High: The God Who Left the Bong Burning

Every God I've Met Was High: The Gospel of Burnt Jukeboxes

The High-Stakes Reality of RSO in a Non-Legal State

The Cancer Diary: A Smart Journal System to Outmaneuver Disease

To the Last Fucking Breath

Kill Switch Juice: The Ultimate Cancer-Fighting Green Juice That Won’t Spike Your Blood Sugar

Kill Switch Protocol.

I’m Not Fighting Cancer. I’m Fighting a System

Metabolic Fight, Emotional Train Wreck

How I’m Fighting Stage 4 Cancer with Metabolic Therapy, Cannabis, and Chemo

My Car Smells Like Fast Food, Lucky Strikes, and Fear

The Floor, the Breakdown, and the Climb Back: My Recent Thoughts on Depression

Dank Drizzle: A Cannabis-Infused Balsamic Vinaigrette That Slaps

Did I Get Colon Cancer Because I’ve Been Full of Shit My Whole Life?

Loneliness, My Nemesis

Every God I've Met Was High (Ode IV: Rati, She Who Devours Me With Grace)

Every God I've Met Was High (Ode V: Ganesha The God Who Waited)

Every God I've Met Was High (Ode III: Shiva, Lord of the Holy Burn)

Every God I've Met Was High (Ode II: Kali, the Love of My Life)

Every God I've Met Was High (Ode I: Hanuman in a Smoke Cloud)

The Loner

words on the page

trump’s truth social

there's a fucking animal in me

nothing left to die

peace, love, and smoke

why you should read me

i got high and bought a gun

the time i ate shrooms and puked on your dress

the algorithm lies

stop being a pathetic little creep

the lies we keep

do you feel, like i do

bait.

irony

the ghost in me drinks tea now

So how long?

Easier to Buy a Gun Than to Vote

branded my soul with words

after the burn

crawl out anyway

slow burn

beautiful tragedy

surf

a note from the fire escape

sanctuary of silence

the brutal truth is this

there’s a motherfucker in me

drunk at the embassy

old man in the window young man in the mirror

tigers

father

rehab

addiction is a fucking liar

Writers Who Shaped Me